Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Last day in Harmons

Hey Everyone,

Thanks for the prayers with the infected foot, it's all good now!

I can't believe that the summer journey is finally coming to an end. It has been a challenging, rewarding, and growing experience. I know that God called me to Harmons although there many times that I wondered whether it was so. It was nothing like what I expected-- I can't really put in to words how it was different but I know I could never have imagined it being like this.

This week has been a combination of saying goodbyes, cleaning up around the house, and debriefing with the staff to prepare mentally, emotionally and spiritually for going home. Tonight we served dinner to the 40-some Jamaican staff that we employ throughout the summer. From the house crews to the cleaning ladies to the cooks, they all piled in for a delicious meal and some great fellowship. It was really cool to see them all together but tonight was the first time I really realized that goodbyes were in order-- some of them I will not see again before I leave.

I know now that Harmons will never be an experience that I had that I learned from and moved on. Harmons is a part of me. The people here have had such in impact on my life that I can't imagine just continuing on with life. Harmons will, God willing, be a place that I keep returning to as often as possible. To serve those in need, yes; to spread Christ's love, yes; but also because I have friends here that I will never forget about.

We fly home Friday but it's not goodbye, it's see ya later.

Thanks to everyone for your prayers and support. I'd love to talk with anyone about my experiences, but have patience because words can explain only so much.

In Him,

AdamE

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Loving the person or the blessing?

Hey everyone,

Well, the infections are healing up but my right ankle is still pretty swollen. So I've still been a bit laid up around the house and I'm itching to get back to mauling harl and mixing concrete.

Just some food for thought today since I haven't done much that is worth blogging about. The other day I was walking on the street and a few kids that I had never met came up to me to ask/beg me for things. Obviously a big part of our ministry is giving to those in need but as the summer has gone on it has gotten more and more difficult for me to bear with all the begging each day. The worst is when you can tell that they look at you merely as a dollar sign rather than a person who desires to build a relationship with them. So as I was walking a bit frustrated by the encounter, it all of a sudden hit me that I do exactly the same thing.

Often I talk with God because I need/want things. Now of course our heavenly father loves to lavish gifts upon us but what is it that he really wants us to be satisfied with? HIM. I felt so convicted about how often I'm only satisfied with the blessings of God rather with the person of God. And I think it reveals that fatal flaw that we all have-- that I'm more in love with myself and meeting my own desires than I am in love with God. I am just like those kids sometimes that don't care about building a relationship, they just want to use me for what I can give them.

I can't believe it took me all summer to realize this but I thought it was worth sharing.

Only 8 more days, such a bittersweet end to the summer.

Much love,

AdamE

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Forced to slow down

Hey everyone!

Our final group of the summer is here and it's the church that my mom works at-- Mecklenburg Community Church. It is the smallest group of the summer (16) so it has been extremely different but also a lot less stressful. Learning 16 names is much easier than learning 51 names.

The beginning of this week has started off a little differently than usual because I haven't been able to go to any worksites with the teams. I've been fighting some infections on the tops of my feet and can't do much of anything right now. It seems that my feet are healing though so hopefully I can be back on the sites tomorrow or Thursday.

As annoying as it has been to not be able to haul marl, mix concrete and other fun activities (I actually enjoy them), my wounds have forced me to slow down a little bit and hang out with some of my Jamaican friends. Also, yesterday I went into Mandeville (the closest large town) with my boss Josh to buy a bunch of supplies. It was a neat opportunity because usually there are a million people clamoring for Josh's attention so it was cool to get to talk with him one on one without interruption. I got to hear more about his heart for ministry in Harmons and tell him about how my summer has been and what I'm thinking about my future.

Today was a pretty relaxing day. I spent a lot of it in the house preparing for devotions for the week, I hung out with my mento for a little bit and now hopefully I'm going to have bible study with a friend if he shows up.

Thats all for now!

Much love,

AdamE

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Some fruit

Hey Everyone!

I think the theme for me this summer has been obeying God despite not seeing any fruit. It has been very difficult for me and I've learned that I rely way too much on seeing the final results of things for my joy. I think I talked about this in an earlier post, but I'm realizing more each day how I need to find my joy in the act of obedience rather than the fruit that sometimes comes through it.

As it often seems to be the case, when we start finally learning our lesson God blesses us beyond belief. As I'm finally starting to be content with the act of serving, God is just now revealing some fruit from my work this summer.

Our staff received an e-mail the other day from one of the students that came down this summer to let us know how his life was completely altered after this trip. He mentioned that he was struggling with depression and questioning his faith but that his relationship with Christ has been renewed after going home. I received a note on Tuesday from a student thanking me for the time I put into the devotionals. In the past, affirmation like that would have been essential to my ability to continue doing what I'm doing. But once God has weaned me off the need to hear others' approval, I finally got to hear that I've been doing a decent job. Mos tof the summer it's been tough to talk about spiritual things with my mento, but the other day he seemed to be listening closely to something I had to share and he said that he would carry it with him in the future.

I know that my summer in Jamaica is not about me. Although I wish it was many of the times (consciously and subconsiously), I need to remember even as I go home that this summer is about obeying God's call on my life and allowing him to use me as an instrument to worship him.

Thanks to everyone for you prayers and support!

I love you all,

AdamE

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Chill weekend and Carmel Baptist!

Hey everyone!

Not much time but here it goes. The weekend was really awesome because I got to stay in Harmons with Tayler, Mac and Krista while the John and Mike went to Ocho Rios with the team. On Saturday I got to hang out with my mento a little bit, then played some dominoes with my friends Barry and Pops while having a pretty cool discussion on what it really means to be a Christian, then spent the evening hanging out with the girls. It was really cool to be here for a full day without responsibilities, when I could hang out with my Jamaican friends as much as I wanted without thinking about the next task at hand. Sunday morning I woke up to go to church with Pops. We went to the Open Bible church in Greenpond. It was an experience, extremely different from American churches. At one point the minister looked out into the crowd of about 30 and asked if "our white brother would like to share a word" with the congregation. I was taken a little off guard but he told me to talk about what i love about God so I talked about how his love is unconditional and his grace can overcome all my inadequacies and weaknesses. I'm not sure if what I said made any sense but I got a reassuring look from the minister as I sat down. There was a lot of charismatic worship and the sermon was off the cuff which is a huge difference from the churches I've attended in America.

After church I caught a taxi to go to Porus to see my mento play in a soccer game. It was the Harmons U-15 team that he's been playing on the past two years. The coach asked me to give a motivational speech so I talked a little about teamwork and working as hard as you can as if for God and not for men but again, I was not exactly prepared for it so I'm not sure if I got my point across. They tied 1-1 in a game they probably should have won but my mento played really well.

This week I'm hanging out with my former youth group which is a real treat. But I'm tired so I'll catch ya later.

AdamE

Thursday, July 23, 2009

A full day at the infirmary

Hey everyone,

So today I got the opportunity to go to the infirmary for the whole day. If you've been reading the blog regularly you may already know what the infirmary is but let me explain it anyway. The infirmary is a home that houses around 200 patients that have various physical or mental ailments that make it difficult to care for them. People can be sent there as early as their 18th birthday although most people there are elderly. The only thing everyone has in common at the infirmary is they were dropped off their by someone who was able to "prove" that the individual has no one to take care of them. Many of them don't have any family, others have family that can't support them, and a few actually have family that COULD support them but have convinced someone that they cannot. Once people are sent there they almost never leave-- except in the rare case that an obscure family member pops up saying they would like to care for them. The people there that are mentally sound know that they will be at the infirmary until they die.

The conditions at the infirmary are pretty bad, but it would be difficult to explain in detail without actually experiencing it for yourself. It smells bad, the people and facilities are constantly dirty, the nurses are not always the most compassionate of people etc. To be honest, at the beginning of the summer the infirmary was the one part about coming to Jamaica that still made me nervous. We take each group there Wednesday afternoon for about an hour and the first two weeks of the summer I would get a knot in my stomache on the way there.

This summer Tayler (one of my awesome fellow summer staffers) is taking smaller groups from the teams to the infirmary for full days. As the summer has gone on I've become more and more comfortable at the infirmary to the point where Wednesday afternoons are one of the highlights of my week. It was hard to find a day when I didn't have any personal responsibilities but today worked out perfectly for me to go with Tayler and the kids from the team.

I spent the whole morning hanging out with my friends Raphael Richards and Geraldine Thompson. We just sat and talked about life for a few hours. I asked them more about their pasts and I asked them to share some words of wisdom with me (which were quite powerful). Then I played dominoes with Raphael, which is like the national game of Jamaica. I visited with another friend of mine, James Reed, and he also blew me away with some of his words of wisdom. He told me about the importance of serving God while you are young and he narrated the stories of Samuel and Joseph for me. There was something kinda cool about hearing the stories as he narrated them in that situation rather than sitting at home and reading them for the umpteemth time and notting getting a whole lot out of them.

God continues to reveal himself in amazing ways to me at the infirmary. I know it's gonna be really difficult to say goodbye to my friends there which is something that I never would have expected at the beginning of the summer.

Thanks to all for the love and support!

AdamE

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Quick turn-around

Hey Everyone,

Not much time to write today but let me give a quick update. This week is the first time we've had a "quick turn-around;" these will become the norm for the rest of the summer. We dropped off the last team at the airport Sunday morning, went to eat lunch, and then picked up the next team at the same airport in Montego Bay. It was kinda difficult saying goodbye to so many kids after a week and then immediately attempting to learn 51 new names on the bus ride back to Harmons. But this new group has been great, and I'm really enjoying getting to know them and hearing what they have to say in devotional times.

I'm trying to not do this too much, but I'm already starting to look forward to next week when my home church Carmel Baptist will be here. I'm pumped to be reunited with some old friends.

Besides that I'm just grinding away as usual-- spending a decent amount of time on the worksites building houses and foundations and hauling marl, hanging out with my mento, and getting to know the teams and other Jamaicans. It's a busy life but I love it here because it's so much simpler.

That's all for now,

Mucho amor,

AdamE

Friday, July 17, 2009

Great week!

Hey Everyone,

This has been such an amazing week. God has been so faithful in giving me peace after a very difficult few days, and He has helped me get back in the swing of things in Harmons.

Let's start with laundry. I've been dreading having to do my laundry by hand again and having to dedicate a full afternoon to arduous labor. On Wednesday I was hanging out with my mento at his house and his mom, having heard my horror story about the last laundry day, offered to help me wash. So Thursday morning I went over to her house and we completed all of it in a little more than 2 hours. It really was a blessing to get it done so quickly and to spend that time with my mento's family.

This week has also been great in terms of getting to know the team that is here. I don't feel like I know everyone as well as some teams this summer, but I have definitely connected with a few students really well. I was talking with one student the other night who lost a cousin of his in a car accident a few years ago and after he shared that we have really gotten to talk about some cool stuff. Keep praying that I keep my eyes open to the students that need an ear or a word of advice.

This morning I had a bible study with two Jamaicans in their early 20s. We read the first chapter of Ecclesiastes and talked about what it means when Solomon says "Everything is meaningless." This was one of the first times I've ever studied the bible with a Jamaican friend.

It's amazing how God continues to provide and gives me, a broken vessel, opportunities to speak truth and love in to others' lives.

Thanks again to all my supporters and my prayer warriors.

I love you all!

AdamE

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Back in Harmons

Hey Everyone,

Thanks for your prayers this past week, I have definitely felt God's presence in an amazing way. I flew back to Jamaica on Sunday just in time for the next team which arrived the same day. It's been a tough transition readjusting to life in Harmons but God has definitely sustained me through it (read more about that on the summer staff blog that I updated yesterday; summerstaff09-harmons.blogspot.com). I think the hardest thing about coming back has been reaching out to the new team. It's been a lot easier for me to hold back and spend more time alone (which isn't necessarily a bad thing). The best part about being back is seeing the summer staff again who gave me a royal welcome in the airport and seeing all of my Jamaican friends. It did my heart good to see my mento after such a long time.

This week has already been pretty awesome as I've gotten the chance to have some cool conversations with Americans as well as Jamaicans. It's funny how these conversations always seem to happen when I'm not trying to force them like I was earlier in the summer. Tonight I talked with one of the students about their life and he mentioned that his cousin was killed in a car accident at the age of 20. I know God brought him into my path for a reason and I'm looking forward to getting to know him better as the week goes on.

Today I tried to watch my mento play a soccer game but I ended up getting there late and I missed it. He has another game on Thursday so hopefully I'll be able to catch that one.

Tomorrow is infirmary day which I'm really excited about. I miss my friends Raphael, Myrtle and Geraldine. We've been having a great time hanging out this summer singing songs, reading scripture and just talking about life.

Sorry for such a scatter-brained post, that seems to be the condition I'm in right now.

Until next time,

AdamE

Friday, July 10, 2009

Tragedy and prayer

Hey Everyone,

This week has been our staff's retreat week. The staff spent a few days in Ocho Rios, a few days on the west coast in Negril, and they just got back to Harmons today where they will stay until the next group arrives Sunday. I will be arriving on Sunday as well. I have been in Baltimore since Wednesday night for my cousin's funeral.

John died on July 4th at the young age of 19. He was one of my closest cousins because of the proximity in age. My dad called me on Monday to let me know that John was killed in a four-wheeling accident. Right away we started making the arrangements to fly back for the funeral. It was no easy task because I was in Ocho Rios and my passport was locked in a safe in Harmons, nearly 3 hours away. We sent the key with a taxi driver to Harmons and my friend Suma met me at the Montego Bay airport Wednesday afternoon with my passport. While the key was traveling, I left with the team Tuesday morning to spend one day with them in Negril. The staff has been so supportive through it all-- a special thanks to Mike, John, Mckenzie, Tayler and Krista.

It was tough being away from my family while I tried to make sense of John's death. Coming back has presented it's own challenges as the tragedy became much more real and I had to deal with some culture shock. There was a wake Thursday night which was a very emotional time. Over 400 friends and family came to the funeral home to support my Aunt Rose, Uncle Dan and my cousins Corey (rising junior in highschool) and Julia (rising eighth grader). I had a few emotional moments myself but God's definitely given me strenght to spend most of my time reaching out to others that are hurting more than me.

This morning was the actual funeral service which was still tough but much less emotionally draining. The service was really well done and had both somber moments and uplifting moments. What has really helped me and others this week is sharing our favorite stories about John. I haven't gotten to spend as much time with him in recent years but we basically grew up together. Every summer we would go to Syracuse to visit him and he would come to Rochester to visit us.

There's so much more on my mind and heart that I wish I could share but I think the most important thing right now is that I ask for prayer. Pray that I would find the time to grieve for myself. Pray that as I have one more full day in Baltimore that I would be sensitive to the Spirit in knowing who needs to be encouraged and who may need nothing more than to hear the gospel. Pray for my family, especially Rose, Dan, Corey and Julia. Pray for our staff as they have been having some intentional conversations this week. Pray for me as I try to transition back into life in Harmons for the rest of the summer. Pray for strenght Sunday as I arrive in Jamaica and begin getting acquainted with the new team-- the bus ride back to Harmons is such a crucial time in getting to know them and I'm probably going to be exhausted after a 7:30am flight. Most of all, pray that we would all trust God in this tough time and that He would make it very evident how He is using this tragedy for good. I know He has a plan and there is no guarantee that I will understand it while I'm alive, but it would be such an encouragment to tangibly see God at work through this.

Thanks everyone for your prayers and support. I love you and miss you all.

In Him,

Adam

Friday, July 3, 2009

A week in the life

Hey everyone!

Well, I followed through on saying I would update this thing more often. Unfortunately, I don't think I'll be able to write any more next week because it is our staff retreat week. No group is coming to Harmons and the staff will be spending 3 nights in Ocho Rios, 2 nights in Negril and then 2 nights in Harmons before we have our next group. I'm really looking forward to this week as an opportunity for our staff to grow tighter. It's tough to get much time to ourselves while groups are here.

This week has been going really well, although the dynamic has been a little different because there are two groups here this week and one of them is a public high school from Virginia. The kids have been great but there is definitely a different atmosphere than when everyone is from church youth groups. I've tweaked the devotional times this week to fit better with the group we have.

So I promised to let you all in on a sneak peek on a normal week in my life. I feel like there is so much I can say so I'll try to cut some details but here we go. Let's start by explaining a few things about the ministry here. Every group that comes down builds two houses start to finish. In addition, groups are supposed to build two foundations to be ready for the next group that comes. Another place where students serve during the week is the store. The store is full of clothes, school supplies, medicine etc. and people in the community get the chance to "shop" once a year. The cost is 100J which is about $1.50, but if someone can't afford it they usually make an exception (the main reason is so that people feel like they're not just getting a handout). Another area of our ministry is the infirmary. The infirmary is a government-run home where mentally and physically handicapped people are sent to when their family cannot or will not take care of them anymore. Many people there are pretty incoherent while others are simply a bit older and have physical issues. Our group is one of the only group that ever goes to visit these people. The infirmary is a really tough place for me to go although it's been getting more enjoyable as the summer goes on.

When the team arrives on Sunday we have a long, windy, bumpy bus ride back to Harmons. We reccomend people take dramamine-- I've started getting used to it but I still get sick sometimes. The bus ride back is crucial in starting to learn names and getting to know the teams. Once we arrive in Harmons dinner is usually waiting for us. We eat really well here although it's a pretty simple diet of chicken and rice. Afterwards the team puts all of their 50-pound suitcases in the middle of the meeting room and we separate everything they brought into different categories for giving away in the store. Monday morning they have an orientation and then our staff takes the team on a bit of a tour around Harmons. They come back to the house to eat lunch and then work half of the day at houses, foundations, the store, the infirmary, and various other worksites. I try to go the worksites as often as I can to get to know the teams better but usually I can't stay the full time because I have to prepare for devotionals in the morning and the evening as well as hang out with the kid I'm mentoring. Every night after our devotional we have "courtyard." Mike is the staffer in charge of courtyard so he plans events like dance night, movie night, game night, mens/womens night etc. It varies every night but there can be as many as 100 Jamaicans that come to courtyard. It's a great place for the Americans and the Jamaicans to hang out apart from the worksite (I forgot to mention that Jamaicans are employed by Won By One to help on the houses). Tuesday is a full day of work so I usually work half of the day and use the rest of the time to plan devotionals and hang out with my mento. Wednesdays the team works in the morning and then we all go to the infirmary. That is always a very powerful time and most Wednesday nights our devotional is more like a debrief from the afternoon. Thursday is another full day, and then the teams go to Jamaican's houses to eat dinner (while we have staff meeting...). Friday they work in the morning and then the afternoon is like a structured free time. They have a few options to choose from like playing soccer or taking a hike up a mountain. I always lead the group up the mountain to see a man named "stick man." He carves really cool walking sticks that the team can buy at the end of the week. It's a pretty tough climb but the view is definitely worth it, and I really enjoy walking up with a few Jamaican kids that usually tag along. Saturday morning we leave with the team for Ocho Rios where we all hang out to get some much needed rest (case in point- I will be getting 3 hours of sleep tonight). Most Sundays we would take the team to the airport and then wait there for the next team and repeat everything.

So there's my life in a nutshell. I'll try to pass on a few more specifics and some stories next week. I hope everyone is doing well!

Oh, one quick story-- this week when we met the group at the airport I pretended like I was from London and used a British accent. Everyone believed me and so I let the joke continue for about 6 hours until we unpacked the suitcases. It was pretty hilarious when they realized I was an American.

Peace out!

Adam

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Obedience

Hey Everyone,

I haven't been able to update this blog nearly as much as I've wanted to this summer. It's been hard to find the time when a team is here and it's also really tempting to spend all my time responding to e-mails because I appreciate receiving them so much. But I'm going to try to make a better effort to make longer posts more often; so here it goes!

Let's start with what God has been teaching me this summer. I think the main thing right now is obedience. It's so easy for us to get disappointed with our circumstances and feel like we are somehow failing. There have been times this summer when I've felt like our summer staff is not bonding well enough, I've had trouble connecting with the boy I'm mentoring, and I've struggled to get past surface level relationships with both the high school students and the Jamaicans. Some days it all seems in vain-- like I'm not making a difference and somehow I must be missing what God has for me this summer. God's been teaching me that we care WAY too much about results. All that God calls us to is obedience. It's that simple. When I'm leading devotionals and I feel God tugging me to ask certain questions, those are the ones I should ask. And when the room goes silent or it doesn't seem like that question leads to any meaningful discussion, I have to trust that God knew what he was doing. It can be frustrating when I'm loving someone the best I know how and yet they don't really want to have a deep relationship (sounds a little like how we are with God). God tells us to love people and to leave the rest up to Him. I think God is most glorified when we obey Him despite a lack of fruit from our efforts.

Another thing I've realized is that I haven't done a very good job of explaining what life is like in Harmons. So over the next few posts I'll try to catch everyone up to speed that's never been or talked with me about it before. Harmons is a rural valley of about 2,000 people. There is no running water and electricity is scarce and very expensive-- thus, the rule about using 2 minutes of water to take showers and always turning lights off in rooms that are not being used. Harmons is a pretty tightly knit community where most people know each other. Everyone lives in some degree of poverty, although some people have more than others.

It looks like my time is already running out. In the next blog I'll give you a sneak peek to "a week in the life of Adam Salloum." I know you are all in suspense.

Much love,

Adam

Friday, June 26, 2009

Some time off

Hey everyone!

Again, sorry that it's been a week since I updated the blog-- I've been trying to stay on top of e-mails and this week I had to update the staff blog. Check that blog out at http://summerstaff09-harmons.blogspot.com/.

So two groups have come and gone and the summer is already starting to fly. I already wrote a lot of the details from this week on the other blog so check that one out so I don't have to repeat it all ;-).

We haven't had a group here since Tuesday so we've had a lot more down time than usual. I've spent that time hanging out with the staff, hanging out with the boy I'm mentoring, and spending more alone time with God. That's been something that's been tough when there is a group here. I feel like I'm always getting ready for the next devotional time and I have very little time to do my own personal study and reflection. This morning I spent some time worshipping while the rest of the staff went to town to buy some stuff. I got sunburnt at the beach yesterday so I opted to stay at the house. I'm trying to teach myself guitar and I actually led a worship song for a group last week-- Blessed Be Your Name (which if you know guitar is a very easy one with the only 4 chords i know right now; G D em and C).

Besides that I'm probably gonna hang out with my mento a bit tomorrow and spend most of the day cleaning the house to get ready for the next group. The whole staff is excited about getting a new group this Sunday because although we enjoy the time off, everything is a little more lively when a group is here. More Jamaicans tend to just hang out outside the house and they all come for the evening events that we do in the courtyard (like dance night, movie night, mens/womens night, talent shows, etc.)

Thanks to everyone for reading the blog and for your prayers. I really appreciate them!

Much love,

Adam "Chapel Hill" Salloum

PS- you can read about it in the other blog but my nickname down here has become Chapel Hill because when I was explaining where I go to school that's what I said and everyone was confused.

Friday, June 19, 2009

I love washing machines

Hey everyone,

Just another quick update for ya. I have 6 more minutes-- ready, go!

Today I ran out of clean clothes and had to take the afternoon off to do laundry with Mike (one of the other summer staffers). We walked down the street to a shop at 12:30 to buy some Sud Soap and came back to the Harmony House to use the washing machine; that is, if you want to call my hands "washing machines." We had to scrub out all the dirt from our clothes (that has accumulated from the worksites) in one tub of soapy water, wring them out and transfer them to a tub of fabric softener, wring them out and rinse them in a tub of just water, wring them out and then put them up on the clothesline to dry. Lets just say that with 3 weeks worth of laundry when the dinner bell rang at 6pm we were still not quite done. I love washing machines.

Besides that the group has been awesome this week. They are an older group with a lot of college leaders and its been cool to connect with some of them. A lot of them go to Mizzou because the youth group is based in Columbia, MO. Tonight we had a really good devotion on basing our identity in Christ and not being satisfied with our talents and material posessions as things that define us. I think the group really connected with it.

Tonight I also realized that Jamaica is starting to feel more like home. Some of the Jamaicans are becoming more like close friends than just "buddies." I'm excited to see how the relationships continue to develop this summer.

I miss everyone and I hope you are doing well!

Adam

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

2nd group

Hey Everyone,

Sorry its been awhile-- last week I spent most of my internet time on e-mail. 30 minutes flies when you're trying to keep up with everyone you can.

The first group left Sunday and I think the week went really well. The kids were great to get to know, they worked hard, and they talked a lot in devotions (which is great for me because it meant that I got to talk less ;-)). I connected with a few of the kids and saw some transformations that I think will last in the long term. The tough things was saying goodbye to the team. I think going forward it's going to be difficult because each week it will become more real to me that the team is only here for a week. I'm afraid I might start not making as much of an effort to get to know the kids because of that reality. So I could use some prayer on that front.

It has been nice knowing that I'm going to be here for the whole summer so I'll get to cultivate relationships with Jamaicans in a way that I wasn't able to in my week-long trips here. Even though I do like little kids, I'm finding myself more drawn to the older youth and the young adults.

One other thing I could use prayer on is that I would love the groups that come down but that I wouldn't be too concerned about what they think of me-- I am a people pleaser at heart and I've definitely been struggling with wanting the kids to view me highly.

Well, I'm at 29 minutes (after writing a decently long e-mail to my mom-- I love ya!).

Good night and hopefully I can update this again soon!

Adam

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Fitting in

Hey Everyone!

We are in the middle of our first week of groups and I'm really enjoying having them down here. It's much more lively around the house with 35 high schoolers running around. It's been great getting to know the students on the work sites, although I'm still getting used to this whole "being in a position of authority" thing. A lot of the times people come to me with questions that I don't know the answer to and it's really tempting to make an educated guess and let them believe I'm probably right ;-).

I've also started to get to know some of the Jamaicans better this week. I think the dynamic of having a group here loosens up the atmosphere a bit. I'm proud to announce that I watched my first live cricket match on Sunday. The village I'm staying in, Harmons, put together their own cricket team that is playing in a Jamaica-wide tournament. I think I understand most of the rules now, and I think it would be fun to play but it can get a little boring to watch; some games last days.

Well, my time on the internet is already running out so I better bid adieu.

I hope everyone is doing well!

AdamE

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Summer Staff blog

Hey Everyone,

No time for a long blog tonight but just wanted to check in really quickly. We were making final preparations in the house tonight to get ready for our first group that will be flying in tomorrow. The whole team is pretty pumped but this is when the summer starts to get crazy. Luckily the first group is pretty small, 35 high schoolers I think. I also spent a decent amount of time today working on our devotionals for the week.

ALSO, fyi our summer staff has started a blog of our own! Check it out at http://summerstaff09-harmons.blogspot.com. I'm kinda in charge of it so i've already made the first post.

I hope everyone is doing well-- I've been thinking about a lot of you this week and praying for you as well.

Until later,

AdamE

Monday, June 1, 2009

Harmons, Jamaica

Hey everyone!

Today was our first full day in Jamaica. We arrived yesterday afternoon after about 10 hours of travel (2 planes and a long bus ride in which we had to replace a flat tire). None of us got much sleep Saturday night so yesterday we mostly hung out around the Harmony House, where I will be living for the next 11 weeks.

I've only known the other 5 college students on staff with me for 4 days but we are already beginning to grow close. We had a full day today of intentional discussions, opening up about our lives. I know its going to take a lot of work to build these relationships, especially because we will be around each other 24/7 this summer, but I'm trusting that God is working in each of our hearts. There are 3 people from Geneva college in Pennsylvania, one from the University of Iowa and one from the Mizzou.

Besides some general chores and hanging out with a few Jamaicans that stopped by the house, the only other work I did today was thinking about how to do my job assignment. Our leaders, Josh and Loyd, met with the team today to give us our positions for the summer (none of us had any idea what we would be focusing on prior to this). I am going to be the spiritual formation coordinator. Basically, I will be leading morning and evening devotionals. During the day I can help our work coordinator (John from Mizzou) to get to know the groups that are coming down. Our first group arrives Sunday which we are all really pumped up about. Until then we will just continue to get to know each other better, do odd jobs around the house and hang out with the Jamaicans.

This is going to be one crazy summer but I can't wait to see what God has in store.

Please be praying for us-- and I'd love to hear from you this summer by either commenting on this blog or e-mailing me at salloum@email.unc.edu (although it may take me a while to respond because of limited computer time and such).

Much love,

Adam

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Getting Ready!

Hey Everyone!

Thanks for checking out my blog! I will try to update it as often as possible while I'm in Jamaica. I only have access to a computer twice a week for 30 min. each time so don't expect too much.

Between today and tomorrow I will be cleaning my room, buying some things I need and packing. I have lots of work left but it always seems to get done (although I'm guessing I will be working late into the night Thursday-- which is bad because my flight leaves at 6:15am Friday). On Friday I will be flying to Kansas City, MO, to meet the other 5 college students on my team and begin preparations. Then we will be flying to Jamaica together Sunday morning at 5:30am. We will have a few days to prepare and get to know each other before our first group arrives June 7th. Please be praying for the team! Hopefully by the next post will be from Jamaica mon!

Feel free to e-mail me while I'm in Jamaica at salloum@email.unc.edu. Remember that I have limited time on the computer so don't expect an immediate or elaborate response but I'll do what I can to stay in touch.

Until then,

Adam

PS- Check out the website of Won By One to Jamaica at:

http://www.wonbyonetojamaica.com/